We often use the phrase “Answered Prayer!” when we finally receive something we’ve been wishing for—something that truly fulfills us. This could be anything from a new possession to something less tangible like peace of mind, good health, a successful career, significant achievements, or rewarding relationships. Regardless of the scale, these answered prayers are a reflection of our faith and trust in God.

But how can we tell if the desires of our hearts are truly from God?

It’s actually pretty simple: you just know.

When God puts something in your heart, it feels right and fits with His plan, and you’ll have that sense of certainty.

Back in my rosy days of singledom－long before I even met my husband－ I always dreamed about becoming a mother. I’d often imagine falling in love and marrying the guy who would one day be the father of my children. Yes, children. We’d have as many as we wanted. I was confident that, in God’s timing, He would make my deepest desires come true.

Then…

I was diagnosed with several conditions that affected my fertility. I didn’t want to just leave it to chance, so I sought second, third, and fourth opinions—I lost track after the fifth. I kept jumping from one hospital and doctor to another, hoping for at least one misdiagnosis, but no such luck. “If you’re planning to have kids, you shouldn’t wait too long. It’s not impossible, but it won’t be easy,” the doctors told me. It felt like my biological clock was ticking like a time bomb, and without someone to cut the cord, it could go off at any moment. “Just keep the faith and carry on,” I kept telling myself.

A few months—or maybe even years—went by, and the bills started piling up. Even though I didn’t make much back then, I barely managed to get by without anyone realizing. On top of my basic expenses and medical bills, I was also helping my younger brother with his monthly allowance, which took up a third of my pay. There was no room for anything extra, and to make things worse, no one seemed to believe me, almost like I was just being selfish.

I was struggling both financially and emotionally. It was a tough, lonely, and exhausting fight. Was I depressed? I wasn’t sure. All I knew was that I was on the brink of a meltdown but couldn’t bring myself to admit it. Then, I was drawn to God’s words and remembered James 4:10: “Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up in honor.” So, I finally opened up to my mom. We ended up crying together for hours, but I felt a huge sense of relief after that.

When life takes unexpected turns, trusting in God’s plan can be challenging yet deeply reassuring. Embracing these detours with faith allows us to see how God’s guidance can lead to unexpected blessings and growth.

Not long after…

God took me on a detour. He gave me new job assignments, promotions, and, thankfully, some significant pay raises.

Fast forward…

I met the love of my life, and as soon as we were married, we were eager to start our family right away. Given my fertility concerns, I felt like time was running out, and I kept thinking, “I need to get pregnant before I turn thirty.” One of the infertility experts we saw discussed that after age thirty, the likelihood of getting pregnant tends to decrease. So, I decided to leave my corporate job and focus on building our family.

I often felt bad about dragging my husband through all the tests and treatments. The costs and emotional toll of infertility treatments took a heavy hit on our finances and our spirits (especially mine). I worried that the ongoing struggle to get pregnant might affect our marriage. Despite all this, my husband has been incredibly calm and supportive from the beginning, and I’m so thankful for that.

Before long, a few more years had passed. Doubt started creeping in, and I felt a mix of silent panic and resentment. I couldn’t help but wonder, “Why should someone who’s avoided worldly pleasures since birth have such a hard time conceiving?” It’s easy to question God’s plans when you’re frustrated, right? I admit, I still do. But when I don’t understand why God doesn’t answer my prayers the way I expect, I try to keep my faith and focus on His words instead. I hold onto the promise in Isaiah 60:22: “When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen.” I believe that one day, God will hear all my cries and it will all be worth it in His perfect timing.

Then, one day…

I got a job offer abroad. At first, I was hesitant because our long-distance relationship was already tough. But I thought it might be the quickest way to save up for more infertility treatments, so I decided to take the chance. My husband and I talked it over and figured out how we could make it work. We also explained our plans to our parents, and while they weren’t completely sold on it, they supported us. Right after my video call with the company’s CFO, I rushed to get everything in order. My dad even bought me a new suitcase. Everything was set.

Until…

COVID-19 hit hard. Just a few days before my flight, travel plans were canceled, and borders were shut down. It felt like the world had fallen apart on me again.

Did I cry?
“No.”

Was I disappointed?
“A bit, yes. Who wouldn’t be?”

Instead of endlessly questioning God’s plans, I chose to “let go and let God.” I found solace in John 13:7, where Jesus says, “You don’t understand now what I am doing, but someday you will.”

Eventually…

God opened up opportunities for me to work from home. I’m making more money now without having to sacrifice my health or my marriage. And unlike other seafarers who lost their jobs because of the pandemic, my husband has continued to get steady contracts. It’s a reminder that God takes care of our worries so we can focus on Him more clearly.

Today, August 4th (yay, it’s my birthday!)—the same day I was born and exactly a year before I turn thirty—I gave birth to my daughter. Despite battling PCOS, Adenomyosis, and several failed infertility treatments, we are incredibly blessed to finally welcome our “answered prayer”. Made with lots of love, prayers, and a bit of science, meet our baby, MEGAN MADEJA VERALLO!”

If my flight hadn’t been canceled, I’d be working overseas right now. That likely would’ve meant my husband and I wouldn’t have seen each other because of COVID, and we wouldn’t have our baby Megan. It’s amazing how God works things out, isn’t it? Working from home kept me away from the stress of my old job, which was also probably why we were able to get pregnant soon after my husband returned.

When God has a big blessing in store for us, it often comes with a process. It might involve some challenges, but embracing the journey can lead to a powerful story. That’s exactly how it’s been with God’s blessings in my life. I hope my story gives you peace and shows you that God is always in control. His timing is perfect—never too early, never too late, but always right on time. He answers our prayers in the best way possible: sometimes with a ‘yes’ to give us what we want, a ‘no’ because something better is coming, and a ‘wait’ while He prepares the very best for us.

All praise and glory to You, Lord!

P.S. My husband and I want to thank you for celebrating this special day with us. We also appreciate all the birthday wishes! You made an amazing day even better!

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